Saturday, June 29, 2013

This is scary. North Carolina, the state I live in, just eliminated extended unemployment, and slashed short term weekly benefits by almost half. Without the safety net of extended unemployment, my family would have had exactly 0 income last year when my brother was laid off and we were both job searching. I'm vigorously searching for a second job now to try to make ends meet, as is almost everyone else I work with, but it's about to become a whole lot harder to find the sort of jobs society thinks I'm qualified for, and even harder to find any sort of security. I have the option of taking on debt and trying to go to college, but there's still no guarantee that I could find a job. All of my friends who have been through college have had to take minimum wage jobs outside of their fields, and are still unable to pay their loans back, so this supposed "option" is not appealing to me. I just don't know how to climb out of this poverty I've been born into. It's not just me, either. This seems to be the theme song of my generation. All I can do is keep submitting my application, and keep hoping.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

My birthday adventure- part one - the boring part.

I turned 24 this year on February 24th. At first it was a quiet affair, as all of my birthdays so far had been.

The night before, mom and my sister Becca gave me my gifts, and what wonderful gifts! Two pads of watercolor paper, and a foot spa! So cool! I was happy, and very grateful, but it turns out this was just a distraction.

So I woke up on the morning of the 24th, thinking my birthday was done with, and of course immediately tore my cornea. I have recurrent erosions, and every now and then I wake up to blinding pain in my right eye, just for opening my eye too quick.

In pain, I stumbled out of bed, fumbling for my eye drops to 'oil can' my eye the rest of the way open. After several minutes of meditation the pain becomes bearable, so I continue about the rest of my morning. I eat a little something, then get dressed for work. It's a Sunday, which means a matinee. The show of the week was The Music Man by The Gallery Players. I had designed their lights, and was now running their sound for the shows. I was enjoying the show, so I didn't mind I had to work on my birthday.

When I arrive at work, my director has the entire cast and crew sing to me. Let me tell you, it's a very awesome moment when 30+ actors who can seriously sing sings happy birthday just for you, but I was glad I was all the way upstairs in the booth, so I didn't have to stand awkwardly while they sang. Instead, I sat awkwardly, smiled, waved, and thanked them, before continuing with mic check.

For the music man, I was fortunate enough to have my best friend Heather in the booth with me, running lights. We have so much fun during the shows, joking, laughing, hanging out, and never ever missing a cue. We spent most of that matinee talking about Pokemon, and various crazy aunts and uncles, so it was a lot of fun.

After the show, mom shows up with cupcakes for me and the cast, woo! So cool!
One of the producers said they hoped I really enjoyed the rest of my birthday, and gave me a mysterious foreshadowing smile. I thought very little of it at the time, and thanked them and told them of my plans of a low-key evening playing video games or watching a movie.

Little did I know what awaited me at home...

To be continued...

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'Paper'- thin, but I like it.

Ok, so quick review on my so far most used drawing app- Paper by 53.

First, the cons.
No zoom, no tool control, no layers, limited pallete, and the extra drawing utensils are WAY overpriced. Also took me forever to realize how to use the undo/redo function. Which isn't a button like most apps, but designed to where you have to put two fingers on the screen and draw a counter clockwise circle to undo, clockwise to redo.

Now the pros
Light weight, I like it for capturing quick messy impressions of things. When I don't want to be bogged down by menus, or not wanting to produce something polished, this is the app I use.
I really really love how you can create journals in the app, with as many pages as you like, and customizing the fronts of the journals. I often entertain myself just by flipping through the pages quickly.
Because of it's simplistic nature, it's great for someone who is just starting to get into digital art. Also because of it's simplicity, I've drawn more in it than in my deeper art apps.
The app itself runs quickly and smoothly, again great for capturing quick impressions of things.
As far as the tools go- I do really wish there were a resize function, but sadly there is not. I like the paintbrush tool, which has dynamics similar to a watercolor brush in Painter.

Conclusion
If you're looking for an app to produced polished works, this is probably not the one for you.
But if you're looking for a quick sketch, doodle, or visual journal app you'll enjoy Paper by 53.

If you're looking for a more indepth art app, though, I would recommend Procreate for painting, and Sketchbook pro for drawing. I will do reviews on them soon.

Also coming soon, I geek out about my brand new ipad, and all of the great use I'm getting out of it, as well as the adventure that led me to get it.

But for now,
GEEK, OUT!





Monday, May 21, 2012

weird everyday phrases that we just don't think about. Part 1



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you know what is a weird thing? when somebody asks you "How are you?"
the only logical responses are "I am." or "I currently exist, but I know not how." 
How am I supposed to respond to that question? I mean really, I am supposed to explain the inner workings of my physical, spiritial, and emotional self and summerize it in a polite response, which often takes the form of the kneejerk response: "I'm good, how are you?" 


We have so many common phrases that, if you spare a moment to think of them, they really don't make sense.
Random musings of a semi-bored geek.
I should sleep. I should also update more often.

GEEK, OUT!
 
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Thursday, March 1, 2012

it doesn't make much (ad)Sense, but...

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first off, this post is not sarcastic. I'm dead serious here.

Ok, so I have adsense enabled on my youtube, which, for those who don't know means that youtube puts ads on your video, and if you're very lucky, you earn an extremly small share of the advertising.

I just realized that I absolutely love checking my adsense account. I check it once a day, and usually there's nothing there. but every now and then, someone will view one of my youtube videos and watch the ad or something, and suddenly it will deposit a penny into my adsense account. Just a penny, but that penny makes me unreasonably happy all day. I'm weird, I know, but really - I get seriously excited when I see I've earned a whole penny!

true, I can't actually HAVE the pennies until my account reaches $100.00, but still, with every penny I'm a penny closer to that goal! I'm not advertising here, seriously, I'm just saying how ridiculously happy I get when I randomly earn a penny.

I mean, I know it's just a penny, and in this economy it isn't worth it's weight to carry it around, but still. to click my bookmark for adsense and see 

Estimated earnings

$0.01


Today so far
just inexplicably makes me HAPPY. =D and seriously excited, and I instantly announce it to my family.
"OMG YOU GUYS!!! I EARNED A PENNY TODAY!!!!"  

I don't really know why.
but I'm not complaining, it makes me happy =D


Also, sorry I haven't been updating much, I do have much to update about. so much that I haven't had the time to update properly. but I'll be working extra hard soon to get this blog all caught up in my geeky adventures.

until that time though, I suppose I should

GEEK, OUT!


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Friday, January 27, 2012

IT'S ALIVE, ALIIIIVE!!!!!

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So, as you may or may not know, I am a self-taught aspiring animator.
Well, I'm working on a short right now featuring my character Arty. it will be my first short with voice acting in it. 
I'm fortunate enough to have a good friend by the name of Michael Williams willing to do the voice work for me. he's a bloody fantastic Actor, Director, and Comedian, so I was very excited to be working with him on my own project. 

but I was a little bit nervous about what he would come up with as the voice of Arty. Arty is very special to me, as his simple and fun design has allowed me to practice art-related things without fear, and thus really helped me develop as an artist. it may sound odd, but Arty has become like a friend or a child to me, and not just a character. in a completely non-schizophrenic way, that is.

so when Michael sent me take one of Arty's lines, I was nervous.  I was plagued by those little niggling doubts that have little excuse to actually exist. you know the ones: "What if he didn't get the character? what if Arty sounds nothing like I expect? what if what if what if..." 
that was all really ridiculous of my brain to imagine, because I'm familiar with the skill and high quality of Mr. Williams' work. this is a guy who, among an impressive list of other things, recently brought Doctor Horrible to life LIVE on stage, and did approximately a million-gazillion times BETTER then Neil Patrick Harris. not just in my opinion either, but in everyone who came to see it. (which was 630+ people)

anyway, I've gotten offtrack. 

so I open the file, and a concentrated lightning bolt of PURE COMEDIC BRILLIANCE is shot directly into my brain via my headphones. 
OMG. I mean, OMG. I gotta geek out here a second, WOW, it's ARTY, SPEAKING!

Drawing Arty in different settings as I have started to give him a character. Animating him has added personality. but the voice....it gave him LIFE.

ARTY LIVES!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

So Many, Many Thanks to Michael Williams, for being the lightning bolt that awoke my creation. You're in trouble now bro, gonna get you some voice-acting work.

off to animate!
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Saturday, January 7, 2012

oops...

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just realized I forgot to link to the video of my crayon melt painting tutorial.
sorry. I shall attempt to remedy that. :)
 
 
 
 
heeey, look at that, it worked! ^_^ sweet.
now I want to go play with crayons some more.
 
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